I was no longer controlling food. It was controlling me.
When I was young, I was heavyset and shy. I thought that being thin would finally make me beautiful and get the attention that I so desperately wanted.
When I was young, I was heavyset and shy. I thought that being thin would finally make me beautiful and get the attention that I so desperately wanted.
"I don't feel like God loves me. Do I have to change before God will love me?"
"Is suicide an unpardonable sin? Doesn't God understand how I feel?"
"How can I find my true meaning and purpose for living?"
"I constantly feel that I am disappointing myself and others. I have high expectations that cause me to feel like a constant failure -- is it perfectionism? Is it depression? How do I change?"